♥ St. JOHN ♥ Colour guard ♥

Okay , obviously i love St. john & Colour guarding. Now , the problem is i should choose St. John or Colour Guard. Band is having a competition which is the same day as St. John Exam . *SHIT !


   Im really having stress right now! Im going to burst. *BOOMMMM ! here i go ! I've been asking for suggestions from others. Band people said i could be colour guard. St. John people said if i wanna have my spirits bright , i have to join. DAMN ! this is hard.


  To be honest , i really wanna be a St. John senior & a colour guard. BUT , right now im having a huge problem . Can someone just help me ? NO. Everybody said i have to follow my heart. BUT , that is not the answer i want ! 


 IM SO SCREWED ! Urghhhh! My life stinks & im serious. No JOKE.