School

Okay there's like less than a week till school. Why la ? :(
Stupid streaming made me so darn hopeless and my friends aren't around me.
SLAMSDORRBANGSWALL.


So imma be in form three , morning session next year 2012.
Have to wake up early. NOOO.
School , you rock from the top to the heaven.


Im currently now addicted to K-pop and i don't know why. WHY ? i don't know.
I gotta admit SOME K-pop songs are better than english. SOME but not ALL.
ENGLISH IS STILL BETTER.
muahahaha.


-StephanieGotYourHeadSpinning-

Streaming

Since after form three we have to stream , why must we stream right now ? 
#Principle , why you no use brain ?


I can't believe i have to maintain in the same class but not with my friends. Why ?
It hurts to know that Im not gonna be with you guys.


Why can't you guys just don't stream and wait until form 4 ?
Why can't you just don't waste your time ?
Why can't you guys just use ur brain instead of ur ass ?


Think la ! Stupid principle that ruins everything.

Truths

Im sick and tired of it !
I don't know what are you guys thinking , but did you guys treated me as your best friends ?
Did you guys tell me any secrets ?
Did you guys appreciated what I've done ?
Ask yourselves.


Just because of a guy , you changed.
Because of not being unfriend , you never cared being dump.
How could you do that ?


All along , i told you my secrets , did you tell yours ?
I told you mine , you betrayed for some guy.
Did you even thought of my feelings ? NO.


Im the one struggling here , not you guys !

Secrets

Always trying to help you , protect you.
In the end , i ended up like a fool.
Just because of not loosing friends , u're not respecting yourself.


Because not loosing that guy , you wouldn't care being dumped !
You wouldn't care how people around you feel.
Girls being dumped by a guy is a big deal.


Tried to help you , you won't listen.
Regretted , came back and cry.


Well this time , it's your lost AGAIN. 
Don't listen , your lost.
Come back and cry , i don't care.
DUNNO HOWTA CPL , DUN CPL.

Unbelievable.

Never knew you were a liar.
Just to get pity , u told us something which is impossibly believed.


Never knew you weren't trustworthy.
You told me you won't find others because of me.


Never knew you were a betrayer.
You said you'll keep those secrets but u didn't.


Never knew you're just a waste of time.
You had me fooled all awhile.

                                           
    Im addicted to computer too

Quotes !

You never enjoy your life , living inside a box
You're so afraid of taking chance , how are you gonna reach the top ?


Stand on something or you'll fall on anything.


I say i what i want to say and do what i want to do.
There's no in between.
People would just love you for it or hate you for it.


Judging a person does not define who they are ,
it defines who YOU are.


-StephanieLovesQuotes-

Promise i'll be kind but i won't stop until that boy is mine.


Hey peeps , 
as you can see that sentence above shows that im in love ? OBVIOUSLY YES.


Ain't the first time kay ? haha.
So , how am i gonna start ? 
Okay. What i did today was : Wake up , bath . eat , online. AGAIN.


Stephanie is just awesome.
OMG la , so damn bored weihhhh. urghh.


-StephanieIsAKiddo-

Roar Rawr Roar Rawr

Every minute , every second , everyday iyiyi

im missin' you , missin' you

Every moment , that it's going , everyday iyiyi

im missin' you , missin' you

Whaddup ya'll.

Kay be serious stephanie.

Hmmm. What have i done today ?

----> Woke up , eat online , eat.

Im Awesome And I Know It

Okay , Continue...

Man , these few days i saw lots of emo posses , including mine.

Sick and tired of playing all those games.

It sucks to not know what others are thinking.

Urgh.

----> Drop Dead Bored <---

-StephanieLikesToRoar-

Believing in you guys

SAD or HAPPY , it's doesn't matter.
All we do is treasure each other.


Remember when i said *ilovemybestiesforever* ? 
Remember when i said why are this words stuck together ?
It's because besties are suppose to stick to each other and never leave.


Things that got messed up ,
Time of fixing it is like girls making up.



Remember when we had a fight ? We almost broke apart
Remember when we were mad ?  We never bother to look each other
It's because hatred made us do this


Trying to make yourself speak ,
But it's making you feel weak.


Remember when we said no hiding ? We always broke our promises
Remember when we kept secrets ?  Other's would feel that we're hiding
It is because some promises have to be kept safe but not all.


Hiding things from one and another is wrong ,
But apologizing makes you feel strong.

Remember when we said besties forever ? We meant it

Remember when we said we love each other ?  We thought about it

It's because what we said were true.

It all happens from a tragedy ,

It all ends up like a bedtime story.

Remember when we said we'll travel together ? We dreamed about it

Remember when we said we're gonna live together ? We wanted it.

It's because what we thought wasn't a fairy tail.

We wanted it to be a reality ,

But if it wasn't meant to be one , we'll be the casualty.

Remember that we cried together ? We're like babies.

Remember that we laughed together ? We're like jokers.

It's because we were meant to be together.

We can't say that life's unfair , 

Because Jesus doesn't care.

We tried our best to be the winner of this game ,

But too bad that there's no presents to claim.

-StephanieBelievesInYouGuys-

Hatred

Yes im sorry for accusing you
i really am
im really pissed off , tht's wy.
no mood , almost everyday emo.
thinking who are really my best friends.

How are you gonna reach the top if u're staying in a box

Such a friend !

If i die young ,
Bury me in Satin ,
Lay me down on a bed of roses ,
Sink me in a river at dawn , 
Send me away with the words of a love song , 
Uh oh 


Whaddup ya'll !
I hate those people who likes to judge themselves by not looking at themselves.
Well , im not trying to scold you but im trying to tell you that my friend is hurt.
BADLY.


Aren't you just amazing


I saw what you wrote on your blog and i gave her the link.
I said ' scroll down , further more and you'll something that bugs you '


She saw it and she BLEW ! None other fonts but just  CAPS LOCK when she replied me.
Smooth move asshole. urgh.


You're just too amazing.


-StephanieGotYourHeadSpinning-

IF YOU DON'T KNOW ME
THEN DON'T JUDGE ME
NOBODY SAID THAT YOU
HAVE TO LOVE ME

The Story Of Us Will Never Be A Tragedy

Sparks Appear.


You added me on Facebook ,
You tried to talk to me by wishing me 'Happy Birthday ! nice to meet you !'
I'd never bother who you were and i replied 'Thankyouuu and nice to meet you too'
You replied in a second 'Enn xD'
I'd never bother.


Sparks Grew Bigger.


You liked my picture and commented pretty
I said 'your welcome' 
you said 'Enn xD' again
I commented on your picture too by saying ' (Y) '
You replied in a sec by posting in my wall ':3'
And we started chatting


Sparks Flew Instantly.


Chatted almost everyday.
Day and night.
You weren't with the computer but u still chatted with me by using phone
Your battery died , you flew back to your house just to chat with me
We created names like Pornish and Dirty.


Sparks Never Die.


You went to Genting for 3 days.
I posted a status and you saw it
You commented on it and i replied
Then , you posted on my wall saying hellllooo
I replied and you said you'll prepare a private helicopter just for me


Sparks always wore out.


After three days , you never talk to me
I was struggling , never gonna quit
Until u came back , im relive
Continued what we've left and go on


Who says you can't keep sparks alive. 
If it grew bigger , it will become fireworks ,
And burst into colours


That's what every girl dreamed of.


-StephanieGotYourHeadSpinning-

Every Second Is A Highlight

You're kiss , is cosmic. Every move is magic.


Whaddup ya'll. Okay , let's get down to buisness.
Wake up , Eat , Tuition , Eat , Online


Im awesome and i know it.


Yesterday , i had the most TERRIBLE day ever ! Facing that bastard is a pain in the ass.
You think you know it all ? Well let me tell you , you're not getting any better with that ATTITUDE of your's.


Yes , it's my fault that i accused my friend , but this a problem BETWEEN ME & HER.  
You ? You're just an OUTSIDER WHO JUST SLIP INTO OUR PROBLEM.
Dude , let me tell you. You're nothing with that CRAPPY ATTITUDE OF YOUR'S
You said i think imma boss , i think must know everything , imma PIG , im jealous because both of them are together.


LISTEN ! I never thought of being a boss or sumthing , i hate people from hiding things from me , you're a whore. ME ? JEALOUS ? wow dude , you've got it too far. i've never been jealous ! im proud that i've made the right decision to break up with him. You wanna know y ? Cause he's the main reason for wat happened. He the cause of me being scolded  by my mum. It's his fault ! and this is a problem between me and him. You think you know the whole story ? YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW !


What i want right now is you to APOLOGIZE  to me. 
But , i guess u'll apologize when MALAYSIA SNOWS. 
Don't worry , i'll wait for you when im in my grave.


Okay , chill Stephanie , chill.
the Next Post awaits me yo !


-StephanieGotYourHeadSpinning-

hey hey you you , i know that you like mehh !


okay , be serious now , stephanie !
so this is what i do almost everyday
Wakes up , Eat , Online , Eat , Sleep.
Way the go , stephanie !


im just too awesome 


Turns on computer , Goes to FaceBook , Waits for mr. Rabbit to kacao me , chat chat chat. bye.
im being so darn lifeless during this holiday , i wanna get out BOOM the whole USJ 20.
See ? im being lifeless again. okay stop it stephanie !


sorry ya'll , but stephanie's gotta go
bye ! 
- StephanieGotYourHeadSpinning-

Turns me on yo !

I can be tough , i can be strong. But with you , it's not like that all.

All those crazy things we did , damn ! didn't think about and just went with it ,

You're always there , you're everywhere. right now i wish u were here.

Avril , you rock from the top to the heaven.

Cause you're hot and you're cold ,

and yes then you'll know , 

you're in and you're out , 

you're up and you're down , 

you're wrong when it's right , 

it's black when it's white ,

we fight we break up , we kiss we make up.

Katy Perry , you've got me pumped up

Im feelin' sexayyy and freee

like glitters all over me

you're like a pure shot of gold

i think im about to explode

Jessie J , im feelin' sexay and free alright 

You can take everything i have ,

i can break everything i am , 

like a made of glass ,

like a made of paper , 

go on and try to tear me down ,

i'll be rising from the ground ,

like a skyscraper

Demi Lovato , kill those bitches yo !

Who says ,

who says you're not perfect ,

who says you're not worth it ,

who says you're the only that has heard it .

Selena Gomez , this ain't for JB right ?

Who owns my heart ,

is it love or is it art ,

cause the way that you got your body moving ,

it's got me confusing ,

i can let it's a beat or sparks

Miley Cyrus , you've turned me on